Not that I don’t care but sometimes being numb is the only way to get around things. Lately, I was told that I need to step up and fight as if all this time I just bow down to every insult I’ve received. That coming from an insensitive guy just makes me wanna throw a bitch fit. So my Tuesday didn’t go as well as I’ve planned it the night before. Odds were never in my favor anyway. The only good thing that happened tonight was receiving a call from that friend who was always there maybe not in distance but he’s always there in ways I cannot comprehend. Well I guess it’s that time of the year again when I must let time do the healing for me and the people I messed with. Quite early though compared to my mid-year traditions. Sigh. I now end my suckish night by channeling all negative vibes to writing my debate speech which I will soon be using. Soon meaning 8:30 AM which is 7 hours and 30 minutes from now. Good bye, social life.